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[Mar, 27th 1:33pm] |
works been amazing
i love my friends
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[Mar, 10th 1:11pm] |
interview at pacsun
wish me luck.
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[Feb, 27th 1:21pm] |
FUCK YOU
your are by far the biggest liar
and i have wasted so much of my time on you.
i cant even believe i fell for you
or for any of your fucking lines.
i hope your fucking happy
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[Feb, 20th 8:17pm] |
you write such pretty words.
but lifes no story book.
loves an excuse to get hurt.
do you like to hurt?
i do, i do
so hurt me.
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[Feb, 12th 10:26am] |
i love cassie, stepphy and ranana
i also love steveie
they mean the world to me.
and always will.
they make me so happy
but right now im =(
becuase im confused
and i dont see the point of anything anymore
theres alot of stuff i wish i could take back
and alot of things i wish i could change
ugh, i dont know anymore
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[Feb, 7th 1:49pm] |
so baseically only some of you will understand this but i have to say a few things....
i think i really messed up something that could have been good for me.
i liked him alot but my fear and my trust issues got the best of me.
then after i got over that... i think it was too late.
that or i messed it up right after then.
its just i have liked him for so long...
and i finally was feeling something other thrn hurt.
i was excited and nervious and now it passed me by.
i thought dateing jayson would make me happy...
but it only made it worse
i thought dateing someone else would make me get over him.
but i was wrong.
now i feel stupid and dumb becuase i runined something that made me really happy.
why do i always mess up?
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[Jan, 27th 10:06pm] |
[jessies randome rant]
gumy worm x: wtf is up with hollywood undead.... all these little scene whore obesses over them like there some kinda gods with there little [undead empire]. well no shit you fucking idiots if were not in a casket, were pretty much alive. makeing us all undead. you took the easyest damn thing we all have in common and made it scene.... NOW half the world is suppose to feel inferior to you becuase you know we are all liveing? i learned that in 2nd grade..... am i suppose to listen to you just becuase you got all the scene kids thinking our some kinda sweet shit, NO thats bull... all hollywood undead is a buch of little dorks who wanted to be cool so wore scene cloths and put on a bunch of freeky looking masks then recorded them selfs rapping (horribly might i add) then made a myspace... way to be the typically myspace fags. if you ask em there pretty much the ICP of scene kids they wear a buch of fucked up shit and then all these little people who dont feel "accpeted" just follow them as if there amazing.... talking about how there undead and how there part of this "undead empire" and all this pointless shit. pretty soon when they all die there not gonna go to the dark carnival anymore.... no thats too last year. now there gonna go to a place with bandannas and robots and dinosaurs well i hope them little fuck heads are happy cuz in my eyes there just little fucking scene ass juggalos.
Shut Up Hoe x: LMFAO!!
Shut Up Hoe x: i know exactly how you feel.
gumy worm x: haha
gumy worm x: i had to sorry
Shut Up Hoe x: its ok, im glad you did. woo
gumy worm x: it was just burning in my brain
Shut Up Hoe x: its cool. i seriously hate hollywood undead. i dont see how anyone can even call it music
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[Jan, 24th 10:14pm] |
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my house is effed up.
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[Jan, 21st 5:08pm] |
yeah so me and jayson broke up.
it was pretty much his choice
i was upset.
but what can you do.
plus... i like this other boy
so maybe things with me and jayson were sapose to end.
i dont know
but im haveing a good day
finally/.
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[Jan, 18th 10:31pm] |
boy; "I love you.."
girl; "ummmm....."
boy; "this is the part were you say "i love you too baby""
girl; "ohh i forgot my lines."
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[Jan, 17th 5:44pm] |
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new layout
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[Jan, 2nd 1:23pm] |
i hate the new years...
its all about changes
and trying to better yourself
by by next month everything is gonna go back to the way it was...
it all seems so pointless
but maybe its just me
anyways... this last week my emotions have been on a rolorcoster
i never really understand my life..
things will be better then ever and then....boom!
everything will just fall apart
all i let chances and opprtunitys fall right through my fingers
ive pretty much had my mind set on the fact that things dont change...
and people dont change they just but up this mask so you think they did
but then the old them will eventually brake through...
but im starting to think that state of mind isent right
what if people can change?
and what if they are really telling you the truth?
dose it hurt to give someone more then 2 chances?
expessally if that person knows everything about you
and you love that person?
how long should you waite for something to change untill you finally give up?
what if you do give up and then they ask you not to?
all these thoughts and questions have been running through my mind alot lately
what do you guys think?
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[Dec, 18th 3:35pm] |
my mom reminds me of a sim charter
she was just walking around amlessley around the house
then she randomely stopped
turned around
and started playing the piano
im watching her and i keep imagineing a little bar above her head as she gets better....
but yeah today i got to hang with cassie
i love her so much
and i missed her alot
i have work in an half hour
all i do is work now
but i took all next week off for x-mas
from the 25-31
and thats a good thing
now i might acctually be able to see ryan
i miss him so much =(
and i think im really really starting to like him
hopefully everything works out good :)
i called him today cuz i wanted to see him
but he dident pick up :(
but yeah...im done
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[Dec, 5th 8:06am] |
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why am i so scared to lose something thats not even real?
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[Dec, 2nd 11:39pm] |
List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
Don't say who they are.
Never discuss it again
1. you mean the world to me and i feel like i mean nothing to you
2. your totally brakeing my heart
3. i hate how you always try to be like me and act like me and do everything i do
4. i cannot stand the way you talk to me
5. you think your better then everyone else
6. things between us are changeing and soon we will be nothing
7. i dont understand how you can walk away from people like you never even knew them at all
8. you say your my friend and you want whats best for me but everytime im happy about something you point out all the negitives and make me really paranoid about the situation
9. i stabing you in the back really bad and ill never honestly tell you
10. it really bothers me how you tell me something and turn around and tell everyone else something diffrent
11. i know everything you tell me is a lie
p.s. i did 11
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[Nov, 25th 11:54am] |
theres this boy and..... =)
yay
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[Nov, 5th 10:52pm] |
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as confused as i can ever be.
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[Oct, 31st 9:39pm] |
i dont know what to think anymore...
just when everything was okay.. and back in track it happens again and each time falling harder.. and soon im gonna crash
i swear i dident mean it to feel like this
like every inch of me is bruised...
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[Oct, 18th 8:35pm] |
so....
TODAY I GOT A CAR
i love it alot!!
its a 1998 monte carlo
light blue
with a sun roof
and only 80,000 miles
thats good.
i got it for 33,000
ended up being 36,000 out the door with a lincens plate and all
and ah!! ill have pictures tommro when i pick him up
his name= montee
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[Oct, 6th 7:09pm] |
ounch...
my skin keeps itching and hurting
i think its from my sun burn but that happend 2 days ago
dose anyone have any idea what to do?
ounch
i look like a kid on crack
i keep throwing my body around itching myself
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jessica lee.
